Note from Daddy

Dearest Umar,

I know ur mummy have been telling me to update or write something on this blog for this past week, but i have been quiet busy and even though the pc's monitor always stares at me but i still have no time to write anything.....

Anywayz....

When i'm writing this i just come back from Kuala Selangor Land Office (when u are older i'll show u d places that i have to go to feed u) and it is the eve of Wesak Day (cuti friday...long weekend) whereby tomorrow we are goin' for another holidae to Kuala Terengganu( ....yay!!) i've decided to share with u my experience when u wanted to come out from ur mummy's tummy (way ahead of time...huhu).

Friday nite futsal.....

As usual, friday nite is d nite where daddy n frens would go & play futsal at Spors Barn and i'll be home at around 3-4 am (depends samada lepak lama or not ;p....sori mummy). By d time i got home mummy complained that she felt liquid running down her legs....Me being no experience bout this stuf..(derrr, mana gua nak tau...anak pertama la pulok...) just told mummy dat we'll go to the hospital in the murnin' to figure out what's goin on.....

7 a.m......

With just a few hours of sleep, daddy wakes up n have to send Cik Daud and his daughter (u'll later noe who is cik Daud and Mak Ina) to putrajaya becoz they do not knoe the way. On our way to putrajaya, it crosses my mid that u wanted to go out see d world but brush it off coz according to the calculation it would be end of February & not today......when we arrive at Putrajaya, i call mumy but she would not talk to me (i guess she was havin' d contraction at dat time), so i talked to Mak Tok n she asked me to hurry up back home n take mummy to d hospital....again, that thought of u fighting to see d world crossed my mind...this time i started to plan in my head what we have to do if it d time....suddenly daddy terfikir...."Aduhh....beg for mummy & u pon x siap lagi" huhuhu...a thousand things runs in mind n i keep praying i my heart dat everything would run smoothly and mummy and u would be safe in Allah's hands......

"Don't talk to me...shut up!"

I think by d time i ask mummy d question "r u ok?" mummy can't control her emotion no more...hehehe...i understand mummy, it's ok...mummy would say "Don't talk to me...shut up!" hehehe.....so i pack a few things into d beg and talk to Mak Tok...Mak tok told me dat this is maybe just false alarm....but deep in my heart i noe dat this is day day u want wanted to come out from ur mumy's tummy and meet the world.....

Car, 5th Floor, Wheelchair...

We drove to UMSC to see Dr. Silay and mummy keep grinning and i felt so helpless seeing mummy dat way and all i can say was "sabar b, nak sampai dah""sabar yang" hehehe...i didn't noe what to say or do but still stay calm and trying to imagine whats the next few hours would be....so, mummy already told about what's goin with the hospital and stuff...so i'll skip dat part out coz basicaly, i didn't noe what to say or do anymore but just drove as fast as i can to the labour room...dats where mummy can only sit on the wheelchair and keep holding mummy's hand and kept telling her dat everything is goin to be alrite....

Labour room and 4hours...

I wanted to witness ur birth my son, but the stoopid UMMC's rule of not allowing fathers inside the labour room has prevented me to do so....so, there i was, waiting outside with few others goin-to-be fathers, waiting eagerly sitting at the waiting hall....as usual, daddy would not just sit and stare at the wall like an idiot, so daddy started a conversation with one of the guy waiting for his wife..."dah lama ke masuk?"..."Sejak kul 7, dah buka 10cm tapi xdapepe berita pun" waaahhhhhhhh..........4 hours waiting there with no news whether his baby has safely delivered or not.....my prayers for u & mummy is d only thing that was goin on in my mind....

D last one to come in, d first one to come

By 11 am, bout half an hour after mummy went into the labour room, a nurse came out and called mummy's name..."U husband nuraini?" "yes", " anak awak dah selamat deliver, baby dan emak selamat, kami dah tau apa jantina tapi nnti u tgk sendiri la"....alhamdulilah.....congrats from d guy waiting from 7am and i can see worriedness from his face "insyallah selamat tu" daddy said to him....phone calls, msgs and FB update......to tell dat my little warrior has survived and ready to take world by storm....mummy and u was d last one to come in but the first one to come out....

No words....

D first look dat u gave me, make me shed tears in my eyes....as i was performing azan to u, u kept quiet, look peacefully, calm and relaxing......as i azan to your ear, i hold my tears and kiss your forehead when i'm done....No words can describe what i felt at dat time....

There we were, two Allah's creations, in dat small room inside the labour room and not a sound from both of us......Alhamdulillah.....

Welcome to world my son.....