are you okay son?

Umar,

Mummy guess you are not okay. something wrong with your tummy or my breast milk or the formula milk? I really don't know..

Since last Saturday I remember, you poop too frequent. The frequency is like, just after I changed your diapers, and you poop again. understand? but you doesn't seems like you are in pain or not feeling well because you act like normal. you smile, you still talk, you still play *its just normal*

But this morning, when your daddy is on his way to send you to nursery, he called me
"Mummy, Umar ni kenapa? Dia nangis tak berhenti" by the time he called me, I am already at UM but i make my turn to see what had happened.


Tears in your eyes make me feel so guilty.

Once reach nursery i told the caretaker what I'm worried about especially about your poop. They said, its sometimes normal among babies. May be you are about to learn or get something new for yourself like maybe your are very soon can roll over or push up your butt or anything as long as it is not in your currently routine.

The explanations calm me a bit..

Your caretaker (Mak Ani) took you from my lappy and try to feed you and calm you down but I finally managed to get you sleep.



Son, you are going to do something new outside your routine. What about talking? Naahhh.. still too early =)

Love you so much,
mummy